Sometimes the greatest pains can lead to your biggest breakthroughs. Without the pain of Windows Vista, I may never have become a FOSS-loving web developer.
ADHD Isn't an illness, it is a difference in cognition, full of fierce strengths and unique challenges. Leverage who you are and stop running from your wiring.
People often think that programming is for life long math lovers and that creative folks have no place slinging code. Nothing could be further from the truth.